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Depression.
Sometimes it’s screaming and crying and smashing plates
Sometimes it’s numbness and quiet and “oh god why am I not dead”
And sometimes it’s getting up anyways and staying alive, even if you don’t want to
”— It’s not because I’m lazy, I just can’t function sometimes - H.R (via spiralofsadness)
it’s not your job to entertain him by sending him nudes
it’s not your job to satisfy him sexually because he’s horny
you are not required to do anything that makes you feel uncomfortable or that you don’t want to do
don’t be scared of “loosing him”
he most likely wasn’t anything worth keeping